Lost?
haaay! nothing new, still the same old day and night i used to live everyday. I’m still stubborn and lazy as always. My current life really sucks atm. I’ve given a lot of oppurtunities, yet I’m not motivated to do those stuffs. I tried loving those given oppurtunities, and yet it’s hard for me to love it. Perhaps I really don’t like to do those stuffs. Perhaps it’s not my passion after-all.
Currently i’m confused on what should i do for my life.
Should i work for money? To buy those things that I wanted so baaad.
Or should i just work for my passion?
Should i continue Nursing? To tell you the truth, I’m not really interested with it. I tried loving it for the sake of earning fast money, and yet I still feel that I don’t like it. It’s hard for me. It’s not really motivating me to pursue this career. Maybe… maybe, I should just choose the career that can develop my passion more. I know, sayang yung time and money spent in my 4 yrs of college. Hell, I should be graduating now, if only i shouldn’t shifted to Nursing. Pero… pero… pero… I realized if I chose this Nursing career. It’ll still be just a temporary career for me, as deep inside I still knew… I’ll STILL pursue a career that will fill my passion.
I like animals… dogs, cats, not only the domesticated ones, but also the wild big ones, like wolves and tigers… heck even reptiles.
I like nature. I always feel calm whenever it rains. Feel likes i’m attracted to it. Back in highschool, when we went to Biak-na-Bato in Bulacan. So syempre field trip un, pupuntahan nmin ung site kung san pinirmahan ni Aguinaldo ung Malolos Consti. Tapos nung nagrrapel na kami sa isang bridge above the river malapit dun sa cave, bigla umulan, as in malakas. The river was soo damn nice and clean, since it was raining that hard, the river flows rapidly. Grabe astig talaga panoorin. Basta ansarap ng pakiramdam ko that time, especially nung umulan, you get to see another face of nature ^^;; That experience was one of my best ones. I hope may susunod pa ^^;;
I also wanted to travel. Yes, travel around the world, and experience different cultures, nature and environment. I always envy National Geographic/Discovery whenever I watched their shows. I always wanted to go there, do those things and experience those things.
Perhaps these are my ultimate dreams in life.
So what do you think, are my plans now?
I still don’t know x_x